RANDOM BLENDS!!!

Ok everyone this is the most MAJOR thing happening in 2009!!! FINALLY RANDOM BLENDS IS OPEN!!! YAY!!! haha my awesome pictures are up on the wall and it is brought to life by the threads!!!

Those of you who are reading this and havent seen my work then go down before 8 march!!! Well for those who cant make it then it is ok! I will give u a brief summary of what my piece of work mean!

Basically the colors represent the social setting we are in and the threads are the people we meet in life. Life is random hence the threads are placed randomly on the pictures but in life we always seek to organise the mess and thus explaining the lay out of my pics. Emotions are invoked in every different situation and finally you are left wondering which is the real you. The small little ball of white thread represents you and in comparison to the world (the other colored threads), you are miniscule. Hence the size of the white thread.

OMG!!! Hope you all get to see it with your own eyes! I am so proud of myself and in love with wat I am doing!!! Bringing narcissism to the next level!

truth hurts

U SUCK!!!

Last post?

Hmmm... ok as you can see I havent been very active lately in blogging so here I am to jus do some summary on what's going on!

So the last post was about me getting my license and yes today I FINALLY got my LICENSE! HAHA It is finally done... But my dad has not talked about getting any car or somehting at the moment so I guess it would hav been to wait for me to start driving on the road so the roads are safe! for now tat is... HAHA

N yes a new year has started and tat means a brand new semester too! and this sem is jus gonna be SUPER busy for me (ok I know tat sounded very cliche... seems like I say it every sem haha) but I think I jus might be right this time! Cos no one I know of have EVER been so retarded like me... WHO does 5 NM mods with 4 level 3000 1 level 2000 n 2 unexaminable ones!? PURE INSANITY!!! So this sem is seriously gonna be BUSY BUSY BUSY!!!

So like every other sem, I always wanted to start my exercise project HOT BOD routine! and like every sem, it would fail cos of my lack of motivation/discipline/dedication... But I guess I have to do something if I intend to NOT do any RT (Remedial Training for those not familiar with NS terminology) since my IPPT window is closing in like... less than 2 MONTHS?! (This brings me to my next point which is my BIRTHDAY IS COMING AGAIN!!! YAY!! n yucks... another year has gone by and I have yet to do anything interesting with my life...)

So like wat I said previously, I intend to quit the clubbing scene and dedicate my life into being healthy! haha (cos I heard drinking alcohol makes u fat and me not doing much exercise need to cut down on the calories I take in! and the late nights and Mac breakfast eveytime we go club is not helping me look any better... the skin... the eye bags... EVERYTHING! haha so yes no more clubbing! FOR REAL!)

And recently I did something super NOT ME! I told the truth (ok kinda) to another person... Not sure if it was the right move but I suppose it was about time I said something about it and not hide beneath a mask again... However did it feel better after telling the truth? hmm honestly speaking... not really... I feel like things just cant get back to what it was used to be... Like what she said... I'm entering a new chapter of my life right now and she had done so, so it is time for me to do it...

Oh one more thing... Some of you might hav heard it from me that I being slightly proactive right recently... haha However i guess i have a serious case of ADD cos i hav kinda stopped... I feel like it might be one sided so... nothing motivates me to carry on... I duno I shall see wat happens haha

Oh yes... FYI... this might be the last post for this blog... cos it is just NOT me to blog about it for the entire world to see... or jus maybe for those whom I know to see... haha so yes I might or might not abandon this but till the next post, I guess farewell for now...

I should be so lucky!

HAHA looks like lady luck is on my side! I finally passed my driving!!! Ok this is my first attempt and I passed it! WHAT R E ODDS!!! N how dare cheryl say I'm a bad driver! =P HAHA Although everything seemed bad during my lesson half an hour before my test, everything was A-OK during the test! HAHA got a lenient tester (says my instructor who has absolutely no faith in my driving skills) n also one of the easiest or the EASIEST test route haha Despite the many road blocks I encounter today on the road, my super pro driving skills only got me a 12 demerit points! haha n today was quite random anyhow talk to people in the driving center... Duno them jus talk then later nothing to talk so awkward la... I wan to listen to my ipod but cannot haha cos tat is so rude... so end up standing there n stone... well...

I'M OFFICIALLY LEGAL to drive on the road!!! HAHA
does this mean I get a car?!

Recuperating

Ok it has been ages since I last posted something... this dec hols is jus too short to do EVERYTHING!!! haha my body is so feeling what clubbing every week brings... soo anyways i got my results like duno when... n the leak was accurate! haha a freaking 4.29?! of course that is for just this sem only... Overall it is a 3.73 i think... sucks I knew I should hav SUed my Living with Mathematics in my yr one sem one! haha

CAP leaked?!

Hmmm well some of you might have heard there was a leak of our CAPs yesterday morning... Yes it is in the morning cos when I tried to do it again in the afternoon, it is no longer there.

The thing is the CAP score I saw might not be accurate cos it is jus too impossible... But I m keeping my fingers crossed that it is true! haha if it is then my dream would come true!!!

QUIT

Ok officially gonna quit clubbing n drinking till i puke n do ridiculous things!

Having a threshold of a gal is not helping me.. So QUIT QUIT QUIT!!!

All the dramaz...

ONE DOWN!

YAY NEW BAG!!!!

LONG BREAK!

It has been so long since I posted something on here haha

So here is just a short message to inform u all tat I m jus too busy to update anything... Cos i hav been spending too much time outside! Too intoxicated this week! haha have to recuperate! n I need to SHOP SHOP SHOPPP!!! new bag n new clothes! cos i hav been getting too much criticism for wearing e same thing!

Anyways I think VB's new collection and venture into fashion is AMAZING! I think the whole thing about her copying Roland Mouret's clothes are jus ridiculous! I think she is jus inspired by his clothes n is now trying to do her OWN version of Roland's clothes. So she is not a copycat!

ok bye!

Spectrum

So some of you might have seen this series of pictures... Anyways I went to claim my portfolio back and i received some comments from Jing, my lecturer. She said she was conflicted, not sure if the pictures were conceptual enough. But she placed my in the conceptual area at the end of the day...

I personally like them but I dun think it is very well received by her. So I'm not very optimistic about the grade for this sem... I hope I get at least a B+...

I personally regret blowing the pics out to big in the portfolio... I will do it differently if I have time to redo...

Anyways click here to know the idea behind the pics...

Hide and Seek

HAHA

I jus saw the funniest ad EVER! It is so ADORABLE! Ok I might be biased but seriously it is good! I should have used this idea for my 'Look into the Ordinary' assignment la!

GO WATCH!

7 things

POST EXAM DEPRESSION

HEY! oops i know it has been so long since I last posted something so here i am! it's after my exams FINALLY!!!

Ok... I know you should be feeling HAPPY YAY YAY YIPPEDEEDAA-ish happy pom pi pi.. But that is only if you are feeling VEERRRYYYYYYY confident about your papers! I jus know this sem is gona be jus bad BAD BAADDDDDD... I mean I need a miracle for something to happen!

3 disasterous papers are jus too overwheming for me... so now i'm gonna get into my POST exam thing! watching The Hills n etc etcetera...jus like tt word haha hope i didnt spell it wrongly...

FIERCE!

HAHA Finally this pictures r UP!!! I've been having such difficulty putting them up here! So troublesome! Anyways these pics are just AWESOME!!! Taken at the old creepy Changi Hospital, and all thanks to Marcus the photographer, that these pics turned out so nice! haha

Love them all! So nice!!! There are more but in order to not overload u all these shall be the ones up here! haha (ok maybe cos they are not as nice but still quite good ok! haha)

Anyways if you all r thinking what have I been busy with?! Well this is why! haha my photography module requires me to have a blog! So all my energy right now is dedicated to tat! haha go take a look n comment!

Halloween!!!

BOO!

haha ok I know this is alittle too late for Halloween pics but ya since I got free time now (not really la but as you know I ALWAYS do everything else except for studying haha) So yes decided to update this blog cos B1/B2/BF is telling me how dusty this space is!

So Sabrina dressed up as some cheena ghost n I'm just a fashion disaster! haha

Insecurities

Oh my god... Cant believe I survived the HELL WEEK!!! It was insane... I cant believed I watched Talladega Nights: The Ballad of Ricky Bobby 3 times!!! It was insane... Such a trashy movie... N I cant believe i sat thru an entire sunday writing a 2200 word essay on tat...

Next I went to Changi Hospital to take some pics, It was damn fun but... I ended up feeding so much blood, i felt faint afterwards! But it was fun we camwhored alot! haha especially Marcus... My god...

I also had to create 6-10 pics on the theme 'Look into the ordinary'... It was impressive looking at everybody else's work... Esp Rahman's 7 deadly sins... it was jus awesome! Mine look bad compared to theirs...

Basically mine was about Insecurities and how people hide behind material objects to conceal their insecurities... So after much help from EVERYONE.. (It felt like their idea instead of mine) I got the pics out! haha






Well hope u all can get the individual elements... Thanks Stacey for ur help!



Oh I know the pics kinda suck cos it was all done pretty last min haha i intend to change alot but overall is still gonna be the same i guess haha

HAPPY STRAW DAY!!!

HAHA yes today is STRAW DAY!!!

So you might be asking 'What IS STRAW DAY?!' Well Straw Day is when you are supposed to drink through STRAWS! haha Even when you are drinking from your water bottle! And when you are drinking through your straws, you feel loved cos you know somewhere out there another person you love dearly is drinking through a straw too! So you are connected with them through straws and feel loved...


So yesterday after going to sch for a project meeting which only lasted an hour, I spent most of my time helping Stacey, the person behind the conception of Straw Day, to prepare for her straw glasses, fans, magic wands and sash for Mr Straw King... (Nope dun worry tat is not me haha) As usual we made a fool of ourselves yesterday in the deck... I wonder why!?




Oh while posting these pics of us in our straw made retro big glasses, I found these pics of Banana/B2 and I at the PHILANTROPHIC (hope I spelt it rite) Civil Defence charity event premier of Max Payne (which sucked big time).


Oh the picture below was after photoshopped cos I realised a flaw after taking this picture tat day... A very sad flaw... So here is the after photoshopped version... Not gonna show you the before picture! haha Oh and the butter/salty popcorn at Lido is so nice! haha But it's so fat and 'heaty'!!!






And I found these pics too SY! haha not sure if I tagged u in this pic but I will do it now! haha Anyways I'm in depression (kinda) cos looking thru these pics, I feel like something seemed to be getting worse... So... yes... Stacey! I need your SELF CONFIDENCE!!!

The Deck

Hello Upper Eastsiders!

Another cam whoring moment with the Es at the Deck last fri! haha Made lots of unnecessary noise which gave weird stares from people around us... So after running and posing and punching around, we were sweating buckets of sweat under our pits! But for viewing purposes, the pictures would not be posted here...

I dunno why I do most of the things I did anyways! I mean they are all so EMBARASSING!!! haha A wedgie?! I had such a hard time putting it in!

Ade took this shot! So nice! haha

Hey Stacey! Dun be emo-y again k! We are all BEAUTIFUL!!! U r making me eat guavas again! cos i feel WORSE!!! haha

Oh had my NM3210 Cybercrime presentation to the entire lecture of 35 people? haha around there la... But it is still damn scary k! I was shaking like an earthquake of a ricktor scale of 122312! So although it was a very rush project, I'm just glad everything is over now! So 1 down 3 more to go! haha

Gotta go find things for my NM2101 and Film and History 2000word essay due the monday after deepavali! So sian!!! Mus do footnotes n stuff! SOMEBOBY HELP M!!! I totally dunno how to do them la! And also I gotta go take more shots for my NM3223 mod!!! So many things to do n I am wasting time HERE?! haha

I wanna watch High School Musical 3 this thursday!!! Wanted to ps JX to watch with SH and SY but they r gonna watch it next weekday so I decided I cant wait! So decided to go watch with JX lor haha

Oh and I'm going to the Biennale this fri! I guess haha with Shifa's group... Hope it's fun!

Porn

Yes you read it correctly it is indeed PORN haha

Ok dun get me wrong I'm just overwhelmed cos I've been reading non-stop about child pornography in Japan since yesterday! My eyes are now rolling out of their sockets!

The interesting thing is the history of pornography in Japan! haha Started in the Edo period, pornography existed in wooden pictorials called Shunga. Basically during that period, Edo was consisted of mostly men, who travelled from all over Japan to work or to learn who to write and read etc. So all these men without the chance to meet the right gal in a male populated city, they turn to prostitution and PORN! haha so tats how porn become so popular! As you know Japan is the place where people visits public baths and parade with their genitalz hanging out totally no religious or social taboos attached to nudity. So porn is widely accepted into the mainstream! haha

Porn at that time, like now, had various genres of sexual acts, heterosexual, homosexual and even animism. And the people viewing porn come from everywhere, different age groups, genders, social classes etc. It was even rumoured that in laws give the wives shunga when they marry.

It was until the Meiji Restoration period that the Japanese government decided to practice censorship. This is because they are worried what the European countries would think of them. This persists till now, tats why when you watch jap porn now, unless it is meant to be circulated overseas, the genitals would be censored/mosaiced.

This is also the time where they start to use other forms of things to represent penetration. Like octapuses attacked (raping) a woman.

Right now, the west have a negative connotation of Japanese porn. Basically they think Japanese are sadistic people who enjoys weird stuff like rape and SM (sado-masochism). But this is not really true. Because of the language barrier, alot of the storylines for their porn are removed to avoid BORING the audience! So the only parts they show are sex, sex and more SEX! haha So thats what caused the misunderstanding...

Well after so much, I'm still not very sure what's up with people's liking for child porn! haha hmm but i suppose that is like asking why some people dun eat seafood... So yes after reading 125143million texts and articles on Japan and child pornography, I have a stand. I think the production, distribution and possession of child porn of any kind, anime, manga, games etc, should be banned all together. I mean it totally traumatises the children! It also endangers children's life! I agree that watching porn (any kind of porn) is a way for someone to release the urges/desires/needs. It acts as a healthy way of release so people wont really go COMMIT the act. But I also think there are some people who after watchin porn, would start having weird ideas on what they will do. I mean like some media theories we learnt, I agree that media do influence to a certain extent, our actions and the way we think. I mean, after watching too much bimbo shows, you will tend to suddenly speak and act like them. I dun mean like u become TOTALLY brainless or a zombie devoid of your own thoughts but it jus becomes part of you... the cultivation theory or something along those lines la... (Shit I need to study for my NM2101 real bad haha not even sure what I'm saying is correct or not... the only theory I know is the framing theory...)

Ohkay.. so as i was sayin, porn might act as an outlet for people but it might also lead to real physical sexual attacks on people. Furthermore, children are so young and vulnerable, the more we should protect them from such predators. Hence I agree tat Japan should take a stand and ban possession of all child pornographic material, even if the images are not of real children.

So yes fyi I'm so dead this week, I have this NM3210 Cybercrime project due next tues (I so dunno how to do this project!!! so stress! I feel like i'm writing a summary which is not the case for a research paper!!!), A Film and History assignment due this Fri 12noon and NM2216 and NM3210 tutorial assignments to do by fri as well... Not to mention I gotta do research or something for my NM2101 project as well... and my NM3223 exhibition this week!!! So NO TIME!!! I got an interview on sat morning, Jiamin's Bday on sat nite! (havent buy her present yet!!!) (thank god I said I'm quitting cheerleading if not it would be worst... totally cram to the max!)

Luckily I am going to watch the free Max Payne movie screening tonight with my banana!!! haha (Ok after all these porn things i just realised how inappropriate that sounds...) haha I think I wrote a mini essay already!

Oh haha I'm also now super into Christina Aguilera's Keep Getting Better song and Tokio Hotel's Don't Jump (an emo song! haha ok I've been listening to them for awhile already but I jus wanted to mention it cos they are not very mainstream now...)

DEAD-lines

Oh shit... the time is here again where all the deadlines are just suddenly HERE!!! SO many things to do and submit and I got no TIME!!! Sucks... OK gotta go read the necessary readings for 2216 for the reflection item due tomorrow at 1pm!!! damn...

ok bye!